Frost Kisses (Bitter Frost #4: Frost Series) Read online

  Frost Kisses

  Bitter Frost #4

  of the Frost Series

  kailin gow

  Frost Kisses

  Published by THE EDGE

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  Copyright © 2011 Kailin Gow

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  All characters and storyline is an invention from Kailin Gow. Any resemblance to people alive or dead is purely coincidence.

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  ISBN 13: 978-1597489010

  DEDICATION

  This dedication is for my family and friends who stand by me and lend me an incredibly supernaturally amount of support for me to follow my dreams as a writer.

  This dedication is for my mother, who underwent cancer surgery during the writing of this book, and although it was for preventative measures, suffered through the pain of the surgery and recovery.

  Last, but most importantly, this dedication is to a wonderful lady name Kristi Stern, who got in touch with me first as a reader, a blogger, then as a supporter. She is an amazing woman whose story of pain management through reading the Frost Series inspires me to continue writing.

  Prologue

  Fairies were different. In the winding mountain paths and emerald-topped forests of Feyland, there were so many magical creatures. There were werewolves, who looked like men and walked like men and smelled like something deep and mysterious from the innermost cloisters of the woods, who could transform into beasts more noble, more intimidating, than any lion. And there were Pixies, slender creatures with pointed noses and pointed ears and neon-glowing eyes that masked a culture of deceit. There were kewpies, which looked so sweet, so vulnerable, and called you near to comfort them, and then would eat you alive. There were other creatures, too – rarer creatures. There were flying horses and unicorns, two herds locked in fierce rivalry with each other over the Northern Territories, and in the south near the deserts there were genies who granted wishes – if you dared to ask for them. There were some humans – not like those who lived in the cities and strange, unmagical towns beyond the Crystal River – but who had strange powers; a line of mortals who had passed from beyond the Crystal River long ago, and founded a lineage tinged with magic – sorcerers, stregae, crystal-ball-readers.

  But fairies were different from all of these. They were not merely magical, not merely supernatural, not merely able to connect with that magic which lie in all things and manipulate it. They had one gift which was far greater. They could not die, at least of any natural cause. Never could a fairy simply die on its own. Nobody knew why. The Summer Court had a legend that immortality was first delivered to the fairies in the form of a gift from the heavens. A fairy prince had, riding on his stallion, once discovered the place, hidden in the mountains of Feyland, where the dead were sent upon their death, to live out the rest of their eternity in unimaginable beauty. The fairy’s courage, which had led him to make this discovery, was to be both rewarded and cursed. For at the gates of this splendid and shining kingdom, he met a woman – unlike the fey and yet so much more beautiful than even the Fairy Queen herself – who said to him:

  “I am rewarding you, and I am punishing you. For a reward for your courage, your bravery, you will never die. And for punishment, for having seen what cannot be seen, you will never return to this place.”

  And so did the woman at the gate snatch away the fairies’ ability to die, and no fairy was ever to know if that shining palace would have been as beautiful as it seemed, or as terrible.

  The Winter fairies had a different story. They believed that immortality came when the daughter of the Fairy King fell ill, and was near death. The Winter King pleaded with Death for the life of his daughter, and at last offered to fight Death in single combat on the barren snow-smoothed meadows of his kingdom. If he lost, he declared, he would give up not only his own life, but also that of his entire kingdom; they would all succumb to the reign of Death. But if he won, and defeated Death, then his daughter would live. But the battle was rougher and more vicious than he had imagined, and instead of merely felling Death from his horse, as he had intended to do, he in his rage and determination to win, slaughtered the fallen Death, cutting off his head.

  That night he had a dream, in which Death appeared to him and said: “You, of the race of Fey, have killed death, and so it has no hold over you. But you have done more than defeat death; you have gone further – by slaughtering me. So your reward is tinged with punishment. Your daughter shall live, but from this time forward, none of your race will know the peace I bring. You have asked for life and you will be given it – forever.”

  The Pixies, who did not know this tale, believed that there was some secret in the medicinal herbs and berries that the Fairies customarily ate, that would provide immortality, and Pixie doctors and alchemists spent centuries studying the properties of the rowan berry in the hope that they could unlock the secret of immortality there. Humans, those who had crossed the Crystal River, started a legend among their people that they were fallen angels, and their wings were the only reminder of the place they had been before. After all, had not the Sons of God in Genesis carried off human women, as fairies were known to do? For fairies often fell in love with human women and sought to carry them across the shining waters of the River. But those women were all too often not strong enough to survive the power of the fairy kiss, a power that drove most human women mad the moment a fairy’s lips touched her own. Those women were the strongest of their human tribe, and their children – a mixture of fairy and human – were the strongest of all. There was but one woman in the past two hundred years who had survived this kiss, and this was Raine Malloy, who had given birth to the Princess Breena, who in time had become the Summer Queen. Her love for Foxflame had been true – true enough to restore Raine’s sanity, to allow Breena to be born with the strength of this love. It was a strength that had made her powerful even as a child – she had been able to repel a kelpie before she could walk – and it was a strength that attracted the jealousy of the previous Queen of the Summer Court.

  For fairies, for all their immortality, could not love. Some said that the two were linked – that death and love would evermore be intertwined, and that therefore fairies who could not die could not truly love. Love, when it infected fairies, took over them like a fever – causing them to go mad, to lash out, to lose control of their powers and take leave of their senses and their strength. Humans could love, but fairy love was dangerous. And so it had long been taboo in the fairy kingdoms. Love, if it occurred, was not to be spoken of – one married in arranged marriages, out of obligation, and one perhaps, if one was lucky, developed affection for one’s husband. If one had the misfortune to fall in love, it was treated like a shameful secret, and the afflicted fairy knew it was her duty to keep quiet. If lovers were discovered, they would be treated as outcasts by their community: selfish fairies who allowed the dangers of love into the area.

  But love had never been expressly banned by anything other than cultural mores until the Winter Queen – seeing the havoc love had wre
aked on her own daughter Princess Shasta– had decided to take action. Not only was love frowned upon, but love was now expressly banned, and any fairy who allowed love to control him would meet with punishment by death.

  In the Summer Court, where Breena reigned, love was still legal, but frowned upon by many fairies – particularly those in the upper classes. Breena’s own announced engagement to the Wolf Logan had caused quite a stir among those who suspected that she was marrying for love, although the fact that the Wolf was a trusted military advisor led her supporters to rationalize that she was marrying in order to secure an alliance with the Werewolves.

  But then again, as everyone knew, Breena was not a true full-fairy, but a half-fairy, borne of a human and a fairy. She could love, for she did not have the gift of immortality that made love so dangerous.

  At least, not yet.

  Chapter 1

  In the belly of Feyland, hidden in the rocky crevices of Feyland’s deep gorge, creatures of unspeakable evil, with morphing black shapes, red eyes, and sharp teeth felt the stirrings of life once again penetrate their centuries long sleep.

  Creatures of different sizes, of different race, and breed slowly opened their eyes to the sunlight that streamed through the cracks in the cavern. How long have they been here, buried in time, like fossils hidden in the sands of time now solidified into harden stone? Hundreds of years, perhaps thousands?

  Layers of dirt and Feyland colored sand, have preserved them into hardened flesh…a prison within their own bodies, forever attached to the hard jagged surface of the cavern. A natural chain to tether them to the cavern, years of water and sand formation had crystallized even their red eyes. For the creatures of this gorge, driven into there in a battle long past, were prisoners.

  They were the Dark Hordes. And they were the enemies of Feyland.

  Evil seeped into their very veins, so dangerous were they that their threat to Feyland compelled the denizens of Feyland to band together in their fight against the darkest forces of Feyland - creatures who used their magic to ravage the land, to destroy other creatures for spite, to cast fear into every living creature in their path. They were the Dark Hordes made up of the most evil of Feyland creatures, corrupt by the madness of power and magic, ruled by Death and Destruction - minotaurs, giants, kelpies, fairies, Pixies, and whatever creatures touched by the corruption. They were once distinguishable by what they were – minotaurs, giants or fairies; but had gradually transformed into hideous black morphing creatures that retained their original shapes, but were now made of dark substance, mere shadows of their former selves.

  For a period in Feyland, the Dark Hordes ruled the lands, water, and air. Their rule was unjust and many Fey creatures suffered. Chaos ruled, and all that was beautiful and tranquil – art, literature, poetry, music, and speech were trampled in this chaos. The Age of the Dark Hordes was finally laid to rest when the denizens of Feyland came together. Winter, Summer fairies, the shifter fairies led by the Red Wolf, and even the Pixies of the Ancient Fey had banded together, united in magic and might to drive the Dark Hordes deep down into the Great Gorge. With the combine force of the Fey and Pixies, they closed the cavern of the Great Gorge and sealed it shut, laying to rest the darkest period of Fey history.

  So dark was this time in Feyland that the descendants of Fey had tried to forget this period, bury it into the deep crevices of time. Records were lost, burned of those years where no civility and no honor reigned. No fairy, no Pixies, no kelpies, nor wolves dared to invoke the powers of the Dark Hordes. No desire was strong enough to warrant the wrath and destruction that would come of it.

  Until the day the Summer Queen was lost, forever taken from her love. Until the day passion once again made its way into Feyland, bringing with it the strongest power: Love.

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  In the horizon of the Valley that surrounded the Great Gorge, was the territory known in Feyland as the Feyland Forests where woodland creatures of the fey resided. The Wolf Fey was one of them, and the leader of the Wolf Fey, the Wolf King sat with his son surveying the land and valley.

  “Logan,” the Wolf King said, “I must leave to cross the Land Beyond the Crystal River to speak to your mother. I’m afraid it may be the last chance I have before all hell breaks loose.”

  Logan, a tall and muscular young man of seventeen with sandy hair and hazel eyes turned his face toward his father’s, and nodded. “I understand. I feel it too. There’s something brewing in the horizon, and I can’t get my finger on it, but I feel it like a heavy weight on my chest.”

  The Wolf King patted Logan on his shoulder. “Take it easy, son. I know you’ve been through so much already, especially with what happened to Breena.” At the name, Breena, Logan winced, and his eyes mist over. “I’m sorry again, Logan. I feel bad about leaving the Clan right now, but your mother is sick, and I haven’t seen her in months. She’s human, not like us wolf fairies, she is vulnerable. I’ll try to get back as soon as I can, but your mother needs me right now.”

  “She can always cross the River and live in Feyland, in the Feyland Forest with us,” Logan said. “Humans can adjust…like Breena…did.” At this, Logan got up and paced around, his hands at his waist, trying to catch his breath. He couldn’t even say her name without feeling the pain it brought. The pain was too fresh…only days, but each day had felt like eternity. He couldn’t even think of her without wanting to howl in anguish…the feeling of anger, remorse, and loss was so strong, it was enough to transform him immediately into a large grey wolf. He tried to control it for his father’s sake… taking in large gulps of air and letting it out slowly, like a runner trying to slow down his heart rate.

  He couldn’t think of Breena now. He couldn’t think of his love, who had always been his friend since they were five or six in Oregon. He couldn’t think of how warm and happy she made him feel, her lavender eyes twinkling brightly when she smiled, her long honey brown hair with copper highlights swinging in the wind, smelling like honeysuckle, oranges, and jasmine. He thought she was human, but she turned out to be a fairy princess, and he was a wolf, an enchanted werewolf from Feyland, who happened to be the Prince of the Wolf Fey, wolf shifters, who were originally all fairies.

  In Feyland, they had gotten engaged, and she had made him her Wolf Prince and her adviser in the Summer Court where she became Queen. He gave her a ring made of tiny diamonds in a crescent moon pattern, the symbol of the Wolf Fey, and she was to become his fairy princess…the Wolf Princess.

  So many hopes, so many dreams…he had shared them with her when they spent their nights together at the Summer Palace, hopelessly in love, wrapped together in each other’s arms. He couldn’t believe that Breena had said “yes” to him, that after all the years he had been in love with her, she was finally his.

  But then all that fell apart at the Peace Treaty between the warring Winter and Summer fairies, and she was taken from him, taken from her own court. He should have been faster. He should have stopped him from hurting her, but by the time he got to her…

  “Logan?” his father said. “You alright?”

  Logan shook his head. “Yeah, I was just lost in my thoughts. Sorry, I drifted.”

  “It’s alright,” his father said. “Now you sure you’re going to be fine? I have a lot of faith and confidence in you to take charge of the Clan, but I know you’re going through a tough time.”

  Logan took in a deep breath and said, “I’ll be fine. Having the Clan to look after while you’re back in Gregory will take my mind off of her, you know. It’s what I need. That or I’ll go crazy. Right now all I want to do is find that Winter Prince and drive a sword through him, you know.”

  “I do,” the Wolf King said. “And normally I would agree with you there, but for some reason, from everything you’ve told me about him and what he’s done for Breena and for you, it seems something didn’t make sense.”

  “Love can do that to a fairy, right?” Logan said, not expecting a real answer from hi
s father.

  “Love is dangerous to fairies, but not to us wolves who are more human than fey after all the generations of marrying humans. But the Winter Prince… I thought he’d be more in control than that.”

  “If his sister Shasta is any indication of how he would handle love, then I would expect him to go mad,” Logan said.

  The Wolf King raised his eyebrows. “What happened?”

  “She nearly killed her love, the Summer Knight Rodney,” Logan said. “It was intense, and the way those two were so in love, you wouldn’t think anything could get between them.”

  “There is a fine line between love and hate,” the Wolf King said. “The same passion that spurs love - the kind where you would go to the ends of Feyland for - is the same passion that fuels hate.”

  Logan nodded. His father saw it all the time in the human world where he was a lawyer. Crime by passion. Spurned lovers becoming destructive and even murderous to their object of desire. Logan knew how much it hurt to be in the shoes of a spurned lover…before Breena had accepted his proposal… “Guess fairies aren’t too different than humans when it comes to love then,” Logan said.